if you haven't heard me say it, please don't assume and pass on the words that i didn't say. if you choose to repeat stories that i'd ask you to keep confidential, at least keep the stories accurate. because it not only hurts me but it hurts a lot of other people and it all comes down to me for even saying something not even remotely close to that with totally different intentions. and it makes me the criminal who did so wrong to so many dear souls. i'm not that big of a bitch, believe it or not. so let's just face it, ya'll. if u have nothing better to say about urself and u must fill your mouths with other people's stories that are not even totally accurate, you might wanna find a new hobbie or start taking illegal drugs so that you do have something to tell others about yourself.

but of course. it's also my responsibility to make sure that my words aren't carried out the wrong way. therefore, good bye world. i meant to say my stories will disappear from now on. especially those sensitive ones. cuz as much as i've broken trusts of others, the world keeps breaking mine as well. so it's the best for me to keep it inside of me. where it belongs. safely. thanks to those who's kept their ears open so attentively for me all the time. i appreciated it. so from now on, you may hear stories that sound rather dry.. light and impersonal... lifeless... but i won't come to you with tears and butterflies in my tummy anymore. my problems will no longer be public. for all of our sakes. everything up til today.. i blame no one but myself.